I’ve been off the wagon for too long.
I’ve complained about being off the wagon for too long.
I’ve been sulking for too long.
I’ve become weak and it’s time to snap the fuck out of it.
Yesterday for my #JanPhotoChallenge, I posted this photo as my “something I wore” submission. The photo is of the jeans I started this journey out in. They were a size 16 and I could barely button them. The jeans on top of them are what I am currently wearing as I type this blog and they are a size 4.
(Go ahead…pass the comment about how it looks like I’ve been spending a lot of time on my knees…everyone else did.)
The person who accomplished that goal was not weak. She was not a quitter. She didn’t make excuses and did things that people told her she couldn’t do.
I don’t know how I began to doubt myself, how I became so negative or how I gave up on myself, but today that has to all change. I have to do this for myself and for my own sanity.
As of today, I am doing Jillian Michael’s 30-Day Shred again. There is no reason why I can’t find 20 minutes a day to complete these workouts and get myself back into a groove.
So, here’s to the next 30 days of my life, where I will pull my head out of my own ass and find the spark within myself to reach new heights.
*Thanks coach for pointing out my negativity to me during our brief conversation the other day. You made me take a deeper look and hopefully nudged me back into gear.*
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Nikki you can do it. I know you can. Good luck!