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Sometimes A Coach Needs A Coach

Now Hiring: Someone to keep me on track, make me accountable and get me to fully recommit to my fitness goals. Must be willing to deal with my sometimes (cough-cough) thick-headed attitude, help me regain focus and push me back on track, so I can cross the finish line.

Yes. You read the above correctly. I need help. I need someone to coach ME. I seem to have lost focus with the increase of hours at my job and that can not be an excuse. I need some accountability for myself so I’m turning to my fellow tweeters, Beachbody friends and fitness folks for help.

I am having trouble sticking to a program. Heck, I’m having an issue sticking to anything. I am all over the place with my workouts and I need to correct this.

If you are interested in applying for this (unpaid) position, please comment below, tweet me, Facebook message me, e-mail me or send a carrier pigeon…anything.

This coach needs a coach! Stat!

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Catching Up…


Today I looked back at some of my recent blogs and realized I have been slacking on following up with my progress. I figured it would be easier to just do a quick Vlog to get everyone up to date….plus it would get me in front of the camera again which is something I promised myself I would do. Hope you enjoy this quick little dose of me and feel free to leave feedback.

**Forgive the shakiness, I used my iPod to film this and I was holding it.**


**Also, by family not liking the vegetarian aspect of things I meant my children. My husband and Father-in-law don’t seem to mind very much.**

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Confidence Is A Beautiful Thing

There is something appealing about a woman who has confidence. A woman who knows she is smart, beautiful and strong.

I believe this is something many women strive for, or want others to believe they are, but many of us struggle with this.

In a society where magazines only show thin models and Photoshop is the airbrush tool of the trade, there is no wonder so many women look in the mirror and think they are not beautiful or think they are flawed. I know this is something I struggle with and I hope that struggle will not last much longer.

The funny thing about this is, the women featured in these magazines do not represent the average woman. The majority of women do not wear a size 0, rock 6-pack abs or have a bikini ready body. We need to stop placing all of this pressure to be perfect on ourselves and embrace our curves.

As a person who spent the majority of their life overweight and unhappy in their own skin, losing over 100-lbs is a huge change. For many months during my transformation, my mind didn’t recognize the changes that were happening. My clothes became loose, inches dropped and the scale began to move in reverse, but in my mind I was still the same over weight person who was embarrassed to go out and be social. I dreaded going shopping for new clothes and I felt like people were looking at me and noticing my “problem areas” because those were all I seemed to focus on.

Even today I have days were I forget how far I have come and that I am not the same overweight woman I once was. It frustrates me that I have lost as much weight as I have, wear a single digit size and sometimes still feel insecure and self-conscious. Is my body perfect? No…..but it’s mine and I know that I need to stop focusing on what I can’t change right now and always be proud of what I have accomplished. Sometimes that is easier said than done, but this is all a process and I don’t have any intentions of turning back so I better get used to it.

I am a beautiful, strong, smart woman and despite the fact that I sometimes let my inner demons get the best of me, I know how far I have come and I am ready to embrace the new me.

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Sometimes You Have To Take A Detour

As I confessed last week, I fell off of the fitness wagon. An injury followed by getting sick started a chain of events that lead to almost 3 weeks of no exercise.

Thankfully, today I was feeling better and did X-Stretch from P90X, which my body truly needed.

While running some errands today and feeling like a loser for not working out in so long, I realized that these things happen and sometimes they happen because they need to happen.

During my “workout vacation” I was able to truly focus on my nutrition which is something I have always struggled with. The cleanse that I started back on the February 1st has done wonders for me. I have been pretty disciplined with it so far (as you know I already confessed to 2 cheats and I should add a third, but why go there right now) , I’ve tried new foods and I have renewed my love for cooking. These are all things that needed to happen but I didn’t always have time for while cramming workout sessions in on a daily basis.

In a lot of ways I think my body needed this break from the workouts. I have put my body through hell for a year and a half with rarely more than 2 days off at a time. When I would take those 2 days off, I usually ended up pulling doubles the next day, which is quite a lot for the body to handle.

Am I upset that I didn’t complete round 3 of P90X? A little. However I’ve done the program before and I know that I could just restart Phase 2 if I really wanted to, but I don’t think I will. I think it’s time to try something new. Plus my schedule has been pretty crazy and I don’t have that hour to truly commit to my workouts everyday.

For the next 30 days I will be trying Jillian Michaels “30 Day Shred”. I know a few people who have tried it and really enjoyed it. Will I complete the 30 days? I don’t know. I have to test it out and see if I enjoy it.

Some of you may think I am all over the place since completing Insanity, and you are probably right. I started the hybrid and dropped it after 30 days for P90X. Then I did 30 days of P90X before having to stop and here I am talking about the 30 Day Shred now. Maybe since it’s only 30 Days, it’s just what I need. Who knows. The important thing is that I keep fueling my body with healthy foods and that I keep moving. This is a way of life for me now and I sometimes just have to follow the detours and hope that I end up back on course.

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A Milestone Along the Way


Many months ago when I started this journey and decided to once and for all take control of my weight…and my life…I didn’t quite realize just how much weight I needed to lose. I never sat down and said “I want to lose ___ amount of pounds.” I didn’t weigh myself constantly hoping to drop weight quick or look for any quick fix “magic pills” like I did in the past. I just decided to make healthier choices with my diet and become more active.

As the weeks went by, I saw results, felt better and made more changes. I fell in love with exercise and realized I could cope with thoughts and feelings without a bag of cookies or pint of ice cream. I realized that I was a strong person who was capable of more than I could have ever imagined. I was proud of ME. I was driven and no one was going to stop me from reaching my dream of finally being in shape.

Fast forward to when I completed INSANITY…I stepped on the scale and realized I was very close to a monumental weight loss number. It had never really dawned on me before that I had lost THAT much weight but I also never realized I needed to lose THAT much weight.

I thought I had reached my all time high weight while pregnant with my daughter (240+ lbs – only around 10lbs gained while pregnant) but to my horror and surprise I found photos from before and I looked much heavier. (I was never a fan of the scale and have always struggled with my weight so just how much I have lost will remain a mystery)

Well, the other day I weighed myself and I reached that major milestone. I’ve lost 101 pounds since that all time high weight! (Probably more since realizing that wasn’t my all time high…eek)

It has not all been done on this journey (I had lost 20lbs over a few years before fully committing). It has not been because of a diet program or with any “magic pills” (although P90X, ChaLEAN Extreme and Insanity have all played a large roll). I has been done over the course of years in a gradual way until I made that decision to take control. I reached this milestone with hard work, sweat and plenty of tears. It may have taken me years to do, but it has been done and that feeling is priceless.

While sitting and looking at old photos of myself  I cried. They were tears of joy that I was no longer trapped in that body, unhappy and unwilling to make the changes I needed to make. They were also tears of sadness, because I wasted so many years of my life being miserable and unhappy when I had the power to change myself long ago.

Overall, it was a surreal moment. I didn’t jump up and down and shout it from the roof tops. (Heck, it took me three days to decide to even blog about it). I felt a range of emotions, but mostly…….I felt empowered.

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**A special thanks to everyone who has believed in me and helped me along the way. XOXO

 

 

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GMOs…are you in the know?

We’re used to seeing labels such as Organic or USDA Approved on our grocery products, but we have yet to see a product labeled as Genetically Modified. Since there is no labeling, it must mean we have been eating only natural fruits and veggies, right?

Think again. Currently genetically modified foods do not have to be labeled for consumers in the American market. As a result, you have probably eaten your fair share of genetically modified items in the form of corn, soy, canola and cottonseed (oil) since these items are mostly used in processed foods and fed to animals. The GM sugar beet is also around, but on hold in a court case. (There were some on the market before the injunction.)

To date, the FDA has also approved production of GM varieties of plums, cantaloupe, Hawaiian papaya, squash, radicchio, tomatoes, and potatoes.  *Note: sweet corn – the kind you eat off the cob – is not on the list.

Here’s the basic scoop about GMOs: Genetically modified organisms — also called genetically engineered organisms are plants or animals where portions of the DNA from one organism are introduced into and made part of the DNA of another. There are a number of GMO crops currently grown in the U.S. as stated above. GMO crops grown today may be insect-resistant (they grow their own insecticides) or herbicide-resistant (they withstand spraying by commercial herbicides).

So are GMOs good, or are they bad? It seems the debate has raged for almost a decade and still policy makers have not come to an agreement. This is actually a topic that I had not heard of before last week. I had no idea that “super seeds” were being created by a company named Monsanto. It wasn’t until I watch a documentary called “Food Inc.” that I learned of this practice. I then went on a spree of documentary watching (Fed Up!, Deconstructing Supper, The World According to Monsanto) and web searching to find out more about these GMOs.

According to the FDA, as much as 75 percent of processed food in the United States may contain components from genetically modified crops. In 30 other countries around the world, including Australia, Japan and all of the nations in the European Union, there are significant restrictions or outright bans on the production of GMOs, due to environmental impact and concerns about GMO safety.

So what about average people like us? Don’t you think it would be nice if we could decide at the grocery store whether or not we want to buy a natural item or a genetically modified one?

I think it would be nice and that it should be our right. Unfortunately, even labeling of the products has turned into a debate. There are people like myself, who feel that consumers have a right to know what they are purchasing and in turn ingesting. Then there are the corporate and political backers as well as the creators of these GMOs, like Monsanto’s, who feel that people will think GMOs are unhealthy and will avoid purchasing them if they are labeled.

To me, the real question here is “Are these GMO items safe?”. I don’t think enough testing has been done before thrusting them into our lives. These companies have turned us into walking experiments and lab rats. Because there is not a lot of research on the side effects or long term effects of consuming these GMOs I feel there should be labeling so we can make our own decisions.

Consumers already know that processed products high in fat, hydrogenated oils and sugar are not good for them, yet those are some of the highest purchased items in markets today. Consumers also know that non-organic produce has a lot of pesticides and chemicals on them, yet they are still the most commonly purchased produce in the our society. Yes, some consumers may choose not to purchase products that contain GMOs, but that is a decision that should be left to the individual, not the food industry.

I have read that PLU stickers are in place for GM produce, although I have never seen them. Here is what I found regarding these:

  • PLU stickers that have 4 digits and begin with a “3″ or “4″: produce is conventionally grown. This means that this produce was sprayed with weed killers and chemical pesticides.

 

  • PLU stickers that have 5-digits and start with “8″: produce was genetically engineered (man intervened by manipulating the genes to produce a larger or brighter colored food). This produce may have been chemically treated.
  • PLU stickers that have 5-digits and start with “9″: produce was raised organically. You can be sure that this produce was not treated with any chemicals.

Until more information is released about the GMOs and the long term safety of them, I will be sticking to local, organic produce and whole foods. To find a local, organic farm near you click here.

In case we are ever allowed to make our own decisions concerning GMOs, here are a few websites representing each side of the debate, so you can make your own educated decision.

GMO Compass

GMO Food for Thought

The Institute for Responsible Technology

Non-GMO Project

The True Food Network

Monsanto According to Monsanto

I hope you will take some time to review the websites above as well as the documentaries. It is time that we take our nutrition into our hands and make educated decisions about what we put into our bodies.

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**Even if approved, the GM varieties may not be in your supermarket in whole form. GM varieties are primarily used as feed for animals and used in processed foods, especially in the form of HFCS (high fructose corn syrup.)

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Roasted Cauliflower and Brussels Sprouts

Tonight, was another first for me. I had managed in my 34 years on this planet to avoid brussels sprout at all costs.

Over the weekend, while shopping I saw a package of the little green orbs and decided….why not!

I stared at them in my cart during the whole shopping trip trying to think of a reason NOT to purchase them. I came up with nothing, so they came home with me. I put them in my fridge and we engaged in a visual stand-off for 4 days.

Finally, I decided today was the day! I would cook the little orbs and taste them. If I didn’t like them, it would be ok….at least I could say I tried them. If I liked them…score! A new food to add to my rotation, like the sweet potato which I had also avoided for 34 years. (No, I don’t live under a rock. I just have the eating habits of a 4yr-old when it comes to trying new things.)

Turns out….the little green orbs are really good roasted! They looked appetizing, unlike the boiled, buttered things most people think of when you say brussels sprouts. If you haven’t tried them roasted, I highly suggest it!

Tonights menu was: Teriyaki Chicken, Mashed Sweet Potato and Roasted Cauliflower and Brussels Sprouts.

Roasted Cauliflower and Brussels Sprouts
(courtesy of Vegetarian Times)

Ingredients:

  • 1 medium cauliflower, quartered, cored and cut into 1-inch florets
  • 2 cups (1 pint) Brussels sprouts, halved lengthwise
  • 3 Tbs. olive oil
  • 3 large cloves garlic, sliced as thin as possible
  • 1 1/2 tsp. chopped fresh rosemary or 1/2 tsp. dried, crumbled
  • 1/2 tsp. freshly ground pepper
  • 3/4 tsp. coarse salt

Directions:

  1. In large bowl, combine cauliflower and Brussels sprouts. Drizzle oil on top. Add garlic, rosemary and pepper and toss well. Cover tightly and refrigerate overnight.
  2. Preheat oven to 450°F. Spread vegetables in single layer on large baking sheet with sides. Sprinkle with salt. Roast until vegetables are crisp-tender and beginning to brown at edges, 15 to 20 minutes. Serve hot or at room temperature.

For the mashed sweet potatoes, I just put them in the oven to roast with the chicken (which was marinated in pre-made bottle sauce I had on hand by Lawry’s)  for an hour at 350 degrees. I then removed the skin, mashed them with a fork and added some cinnamon while mashing. They were wonderful and creamy on their own with no added butter or milk.

If you are a fan of brussels sprouts, I’d love to hear how you like them prepared!

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The Re-Invention of Nikki

Over the past few weeks I have been taking a deeper look at nutrition.

I have always known that I needed to eat clean, but I wasn’t ready to completely commit.

A few weeks ago, I started reading Tony Horton’s book, “Bring It!”. In the book there is a section on nutrition and a 30 Day Cleanse. I was toying with the idea of trying the cleanse, but once again I wasn’t ready to commit. Thankfully, a friend on twitter said that they were starting the cleanse on the 1st and was looking for others to join him. Accountability partner? Score!

The cleanse is pretty basic. It’s a gradual elimination of 5 “toxic” substances: caffeine, alcohol, sugar and processed foods, gluten and animal products.

At first I was a little nervous about the caffeine and animal product part. I LOVE my morning cup of coffee and I have a thing for cheeseburgers. (Can you say Five Guys?) The gluten-free part had me a little leery as well, until I went to the grocery store and saw how many gluten-free products they offer now.

I don’t plan on going gradual with this either. I have basically phased out caffeine and animal products aren’t a big deal for me so I’m going to dive in and take advantage of a full 30 days with this.

Coincidentally, while planning this, I began speaking to a friend about “plant-based” Eastern diets AND I found the world of documentaries using my Netflix on-demand.

The documentaries truly opened my about our food industry and it made me realize I am moving the right direction with my nutrition by doing this. (I will go into more detail in another blog about the documentaries at a later date. If I forget….remind me…although I doubt that is possible.)

To prepare for this new chapter in my health and fitness journey, I picked up a few magazines and started surfing the net for recipes.

I am not a big fan of oatmeal, however I LOVE me some Quaker Oatmeal To-Go bars. The problem with this is that they are full of sugar and hygrogenated oils. Eww! So, one of my first priorities was to find a healthy, homemade recipe for them. If you are interested in the recipe I found and the variations I made click here.

Next up, was finding gluten-free bread and pasta. I went to my local Wegman’s and began poking around in the organic section. A friend had told me about “Food For Life” brand breads and I found a sprouted Ezkeil 4:9 loaf that she had mentioned. I know that it is not gluten-free but I wanted to try it anyway since Tony mentioned sprouted breads in his book. I’m really enjoying it so far and plan on picking up a gluten-free loaf before the 1st. (If you look for this item, don’t check the shelves. You’ll find it in the freezer section.) I also picked up some gluten-free rotini pasta for a recipe I found on my friends blog for “Fusilli with Roasted Red Pepper Sauce”

Tonight, I made a recipe I found in Vegetarian Times for a Vegetable Pie. It was very tasty and will definitely be making it into my recipe rotation for the cleanse and beyond. If you are interested in this recipe click here.

Overall, this “re-invention of me” will focus on clean, healthy, organic eating. For now, I will be focused on the clean part of that and will be picking up everything I can get in the organic variety. Come spring, when the farmers markets open again around here, that will become much easier for me. I already have a list of local organic markets in my area and I found a local farm with grass-fed animal products which made me very happy.

What can you expect from me over the next 30-days? Lots of firsts and loads of recipes! I have a ton of recipes printed out and I plan on sharing with everyone as I try them. I also purchased brussels sprouts and tofu for the first time….ever! These types of things can make for interesting blogs….so stay tuned!
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Vegetable Pie

I found this recipe while searching on-line at Vegetarian Times.

It was very simple to make and everyone really enjoyed it.

Technically, I shouldn’t eat this while doing the cleanse because it contains eggs, ricotta cheese and milk, which are all animal products, but it was really yummy and overall I don’t plan on taking those items out of my daily diet forever.

Ingredients:

  • 1 Tbs. olive oil
  • 1 large onion, chopped
  • 10 oz. button mushrooms, sliced (4 cups)
  • 1 medium clove garlic, minced
  • 2 large eggs
  • 1/2 cup part-skim ricotta cheese
  • 1/2 cup skim milk
  • 10-oz. pkg. frozen chopped broccoli, thawed
  • 5 sun-dried tomatoes, cut into thin strips
  • 1 tsp. dried basil

Directions:

  1. Preheat oven to 350F. Lightly coat 9-inch quiche dish or pie pan with cooking spray. Set aside.
  2. In large nonstick skillet, heat oil over medium heat. Add onion and mushrooms and cook, stirring often, until liquid has evaporated, 5 to 7 minutes. Add garlic and stir 1 minute. Transfer mushroom mixture to prepared dish.
  3. In medium bowl, beat eggs to blend, then stir in ricotta and milk. Add to mushroom mixture in dish along with broccoli, tomatoes and basil. Mix well.
  4. Bake until filling is set, 50 to 55 minutes. Transfer to a wire rack to cool slightly. Cut into quarters and serve warm.

Makes 4 servings. Approx. 180 calories, 9g fat, 16g carbs, 5g fiber

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Baked Oatmeal Snack Bars

I’ve been on a quest to find a healthy, oatmeal bar to replace my addition to the sugar laden Quaker Oatmeal To-Go bars. I used this recipe as a jumping point (found at kateats.com) and made  two variations which I have posted below the original recipe.

I also plan on trying them with PB2, which is powdered peanut butter. This variation would call for 1/2 cup of PB and I’m thinking about adding raisins or some semi-sweet mini chocolate chips as a treat.


Ingredients

  • 1.5 cups rolled oats
  • 1/2 cup chopped walnuts
  • 3/4 cup dried fruit (I used 1/4 cup cranberry trail mix, 1/4 cup raisins, 1/4 cup chopped dried “just banana” from TJ’s)
  • 1 tsp cinnamon
  • 1 tsp kosher salt
  • 1.25 cups skim milk
  • 1 egg or egg substitute
  • 1 tsp vanilla

Directions:

  1. Preheat oven to 350*
  2. Mix dry ingredients.
  3. Mix wet ingredients.
  4. Pour wet into dry. Stir to combine.
  5. Pour into a 9×9 baking dish either coated in cooking spray or lined with parchment.
  6. Bake for 40 minutes.
  7. Cut into 9 squares.

Makes 9 servings . Each bar is appx. 165 calories

**You can double the recipe and use a 9×13 baking dish. While delicious, the only sweetness in these comes from the dried fruit. Add in 1/4 – 1/2 cup brown sugar if you like.

The variations are endless: cranberries, coconut, all kinds of dried fruit, nuts, etc.

Banana-Craisin Oatmeal Bars:

Ingredients

  • 1.5 cups rolled oats
  • 1/2 cup craisins (dried cranberries)
  • 1 cup Almond Milk, Unsweetened, Vanilla
  • 1 tsp cinnamon
  • 1 tsp kosher salt
  • 3 very ripe bananas, mashed
  • 1 scoop of Vanilla whey protein (optional)
  • 1 tsp vanilla

Following cooking directions above, however I removed the bars from the pan, flipped them, placed the large square onto foil and baked for an additional 10-minutes to dry out the bottom side.

Makes 9 servings . Each bar is appx. 170 calories
Cinnamon Brown Sugar Oatmeal Squares

Ingredients

  • 1.5 cups rolled oats
  • 1/4 cup light brown sugar
  • 3/4 cup Almond Milk, Unsweetened, Vanilla
  • 1 tsp cinnamon
  • 1 tsp kosher salt
  • 1 tsp vanilla

Following cooking directions above, however I removed the bars from the pan, flipped them, placed the large square onto foil and baked for an additional 10-minutes to dry out the bottom side.

Makes 9 servings . Each bar is appx. 80 calories. These came out a little flatter than the banana ones and would make a great snack.

* If you make a variation of these or if you already make your own homemade oatmeal bars, I would love to hear about your recipe!

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